The Convocation Of Poly are today..

huhu.. now im at the class computer.. Using the net .. didnt bring my lappy coz kalut sikit pagi tadi.. hmm.. anyway,, today was bored.. and so released a lil bit coz them not maiking the idiots things today.. Anyway, i hope so for the so on..hmm.. im guessing if i were at the POly ryte now... them are making thier 3th Convocation today.. surely my mum get busy today.. hmm.. If so i could be there now.. hmm.. tak delah apa sangat entry kali ni.. just dreams.. Anyway.. i can accept the fact here now.. Things will past fastly.. AMIN.. hmm.. must be them having some citcat there and enjoying the nice foods selling there includes get a souveiner.. Oh GOD.. Sukan asrama is coming.. im so afraid towards the many works that i have to do.. SHITLESS.. hmm.. dont wanna think about that.. Just thinking something like Our Class vacation to Key All.(KL)... Cant wait.. hmm..

Ps: Dreaming that i'll be there...

The Poly Matter.

hmm. at the way masa nak mai ILP ni i was gueesing and thinking whether i made a wrong decision to come her(ILP) although i got the POLY.. hmm.. bukannya apa.. seems i got a lot of problem here.. yeah.. last week i sent my best friend going back to his hostel and i've meet the two of his friends.. Id think that we can be a friend yang seperti rang kata like a GANG.. kawan yang boleh masuk satu kepala.. Yeah., seems i found nothing here .. and now im thinking and adding up my friend by him.. Im dreaming if i was studying there. i could hang out with them together.. and more.. im just hoping my study here ended soon and im counting down the days.. The lifestyle there is very different apart then here.. like thier schedule.. it was very different..
And now..
im thinking whether i made a wrong decision.. But.. what can i do..
Just focussing on my study here and cant wait to seek him when the weekends coming..

Ps: mish my best friend...

Breaks is OVER!!

hhmmm.. i miss my home.. anyway,, this breaks is Over and now im at the college.. huahau.. MISH my Home.. Anyway.. cuti ni tak dalah adventerous sangat.. but i feel very happy coz my missions accomplished like the planning..Hm.. Now i was bersila at my katil after done kemas2 barang.. Although it was a WEEKS Holiday but macam 2-3 hari aja.. Masa cepat sungguh berlalu kan skunk ni.. I was very proud with this holiday because :
1-My Kad Biru Project was done.. Soft copy , tinggal nak buat hard copy saja.. Haha. beware..
2-Menghantar my BEST friend going back to POLI and having and interesting journey. plays with his little baby(NABIL)mish dats.. and meet his 2 college friend bytheway at his home.. And i'd think i has a chemistry with them..(later i blo about it)
3-Get some money and effort of selling the Tapioca at my dad orchards..Happy.. ;)
4-wathching a Fast and furious 4 at the Cinema.. Good acting of VIN DIESEL.. Luv it..
5-Cooking a spagheti.
6-Winning of some Hampers at the JPJ Family Day.. Banyak jugak hadiah yang dapat.. Best..
7-Tidur lelama pagi2 dekat umah.. bangun lewat..
8-Downloading some of the movies at the Internet.. (unfortunately my hard disk become corrupted..) maybe because of the long time open for downloading..(HOLY CRAP!)
9-Going to POLy and meet my cousins buy her CENDAWAN GORENG..
10-Meredah banjir on the way to POLY.
11-Fetch my cousins because of her VAN break down and send her back to POLY.. At the same meet adilah at there.
12-meet my neighbours.. LOng time no see have some chat and thats great..
13-Watching the CSI on AXN channel at night.
14-having my mums cooking..
15-getting some bad hobby.. Dont try this.. May cause a suffer from a lung cancer..Just tension...

hmm.. tu lah.. activity yang buat...hmm. ada banyak lagi yang tak list down.. Anyway,, this breaks tak menghampakan aku although it was a short break.. Cant wait for the Cuti Sem yang 3 weeks nuh.. JUst counting a day.. Cant wait too...

pS : still miss my home..
HOMESICKSnesses..

Life Is Not like what we wants..

hmmm. dah lama ya rupanya tak wat entry dalam blog ni... Sampai dah nak habis cuti pon baru nak start wat.. Well,, overall , my holiday just a simple breaks only.. tak de aktiviti sangat.. hm. just duduk kat umah , wathcing the tv , surfing the Net, and merayau2 without no destination.. Hmm.. entahlah kenapa terpanggil untuk wat entry malam ni.. anyway,, cuti dah nak habis dah, This sunday, i have to go back and continued my study,, Macam belum puas aja cuti.. Nama seminggu but macam 2-3 hari saja.. anyway,, HOPING for the next cuti.. Tak sabarnya walaupun lambat lagi.. hmm..At all.. i fell very dissapointed with my self , my life , my friends and so on.. I dont know why does this happen... Keep blaming others people although it was my did.. I dont know what would happen to me next day or in the future.. FEELs like im a LOSERS ryte now..NOW? yeah.. it should be.. I really feel that im losing my friend.. NOT beST anymore.. I dont wanna mention h** name but.. YEAH.. we're not same anymore.. NOT compatible ANYMORE..Yeah,, as in the phrase 'OIL and Water cannot be combined IT has to be separated' LIKED us 'GOOD poeple cannot be With the BAD poeple'..Yeah.. since it was a TURNING DRAMATICALLY of your atitude... Yeah.. i was in BAD.. So?? Occaylah.. here are some suggestion.. You do your own things While i do mine?? rite.. Dont have to drag/brag/crap me onto your mirror... Just do for your own.. Seems this words blaming me.. Yeah.. it should be.. I was hoping that you happy with your own world.. While i was wannabe in my own world..

-------WE HAVE TO BREAK IT OUT------Thats all...

Sorry seems to be the hardest words...