Im not gonna diss u on the internet.

okayh, so , starting the dumbest day of my life..

soon, i will b able to forget oll of such the nuisance happen in my life.

therefore turns out my mood into the weirdess.

ah.. Please leave me alone quickly..


i just cant stand of keep haunted of your shadow that invasion to whole of my life.

... ... ... ...

bla.. bla.. when me talks .haha.. ridiculous..! :)

but , yah at today ..

let me just told your the entire day story lah..

so, wake up at 10..a.m

then take a bath and bfast.

so, going to the wrokplace like usual..

an emty heart.. no more love towards that creepy place.

feel like im into a prison.

being treated like an intruders.

so, after having my sucks time at work.

at 8.p.m just going back home.

before that, reached Nadia (mums friend daughter) who suddenly appeared at the base level.

then , she figure out something with her lappy to the boss then we have a talked..

ya.. about our study, she's into the Music Fields at UITM SHAH ALAM.

so after that, im back.

then , Anisa suddenly approached me when arrives.

haha.. she keep excited of seeing me and me have a kissed on her chubby face.

then , carry her onto my house.

Kidnaped her for a while. hahah..


then , me having my dinner,,

mums buying me Nasi Ayam and Nasi Lemak.

Buying from Kangar PAsar malam then amer calls.

asking me to have a talks with him outside,.

yah..

saja sesuka ja nak ajak menyembang..

then i told him after my MENCEKIK moment yer..

then, send anisa back home then im going to amer house.

so, after we beeing talking about nothings..

then i said wanna back home..

to copy all of my details , cgpa , and my certificates.

ya.. to submit with Cik Rashid.,

for what yer?

ah.. keep it secret ya..

then asking amer back to accompany me to en rashid house.

then, we enjoy corn tube ice cream . (hand made by his wife)

so, at 11.p.m

im back.

and said thanks to the family.

so, after that, im taking my bath.

got some irritaion on my armpits..(put medicine oready)

then im having my time of CAfe world proceed with blogging..

k lah..

my eyes hurt..

hand shivers..

dizzyness of my head.

daa~~

Gudnyte..

** i need more time to recover onto this wounds matter.

*** pity to nadia when she talks about her life at uni.
being avoided and humilated by the PULUNS STUDENTS who jelous of someone advantages.
pantang lebih sikit.. mulalah nak mepropa sana sini.. dunia2..

**** today was pasar malam day.. so, im not kinda into that excited of going there, dont know lah. maybe cause by unstable mood who carried me by this.

The truths although it was bitter.

hello we meet again..

what time is it?

OMG! oready 2 a.m

okayh2.. lets just wrote here..

so, today was a stressful moments..

still keep haunted me the older feeling...

i hope that it will dissapear as soon as possible..

Dear GOD, help me..

:(.

so, as starting. im going to work at 11 a.m.

Why is it so late.?

well, saja ja..

trying to bee in noon shift..

furthermore.. ** ehem2 double meaning..

therefore im not paid for doing an ot.. why do i keep with the old schedule ryte.

so, as reached today,, had to handle another big case.

THE MISSING OF SIDE COVER one of the customer.

Not found until now..

weird.. but ntahlah..

i dont know how to solve this matter..

then , take over by other staff..

but , still the least responsible value still in my humanity..

so, im going back like usual..

at 8 p.m..(keep wondering why the time running slowly today as im going onto noon shift)

ut , b4 back..
got text from Nazrin..

asking me out just for hangout and have drink at BAtu 2 char Koew teow..

then., im rushing back..

realxing my burden body and mind then fall asleep fro a while..

ya.. a dizzyness in my head lately..

then , im going to bath then have dinner first..

at . 9.30 p.m.

out to nazrin house.. 25 metre away from my house.

accept his offer..

then we'll amer , pa'teh ., nazrin and me proceed to Char Koey teow batu 2..

then after we'll have seat..

got reached by shafiq..

what?

a coincidense..

we'll meet there and im impressed to seen him with his girlfriend..

hahah...

Gotcha! kan dah kantoi..

but i understand,, youre 26. then have a girlfriend a normal.

keep wondering, why does his girlfriends acting like strangers..

yeah. the way she didnt treat me..

i dont bgging for it but please have a little smile as i was ur BOYFRIEND members..

ah.. aftere shaking hands with him.. let him rowing his boat and so do i.

yeah , me with members.. him with his mem..

oh ..

looks so suits and friendly..

then me have my huge own conversation by leaving them..

** haha.. why do i have to bother about themm elaobrating them long in this entry..

nop lah.. since shafiq was my new friend i didnt know him well..

last suday pon have a lunch at his house..

that all..

ok.. back again.. me have a big takls with ma frewn..

abaout V3 film lah.. bla2..

until 11.00 pm.

im back home then me updating my FB.

my Cafe world..

then wishing by phone to Amer And shuhada a birthday wishes.

continues with cahtting with shuhada unti 1.30 a.m

much topic do we have on it..

and we've excahanged our links and we're being a follower..

hahah.

then.. ha.. here i am..

wrinting this entry..

k lah..

need to works tomorrow..

bye and night..

** if i was a trouble by a company. i'd rather quit as it was the good way of choice do for everyones.

*** i wish the stupid insanity of my feelings would dissapeared away faster and sooner..

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I wish we NEVER meet.

hllo.. we meet again...

napa yerk tajuk entry aku kebelakangan ini emo sangat ya..

entahlah.. aku pon masih kabur dengan jawapan yang tak pasti lagi..

perlukah aku membencinya sedangkan dia tidak mengetahui apa2?

aku rasa tidak perlu..

Perkara yang perlu aku lakukan adalah Membuang segala perasaan yang aku pendam ni..

ya.. memang sound like cowards.. but i hate to face the truth.


all i need to do just some time to healed the open wounds in my heart.

okayh.. lets just rock~!

so, today as usual.. hansuari sangat..

early in thge morning had to solved the BIG cases..

The hdd drive of customer exchanged with other customer.

luckily, the problem was solved by an hour later.

huh.. what a Bad starter mornink..

then , i keep moody and depressed in the work.. currently no mood..

i dont know why this happen.. i wish we never meet before so i dont have to suffer like this..

not all of our dreams are truely happen..

i hate it..

i hate of being made like this.

wish that i could run and go far2 away from here..

k lah..

i need to rest since too messy and dizzyness in my head.

bye and nyte..


i hate to know you.. shit!!!