I Just cant stand it anymore!

halo.

meet again,,.

Totally im lost! i dont know why.

i'm lying to myself.

i can hide it but i cant BEAR with it.

how to deal with this..

Oh GOD . help me.

i dont want to enter on "it" own world.

i dont want to bother "it" anymore..

Please..
i noe.. im not perfect and totally lost on my own nightmare dream.

okayh.. so wher do igonna start?

yah.. as usual on sunday writing should be long and more.

haha,,.

so, as usual, im starting my monday with a different..

i was wake up by my phone ringtone . and i'd tought that it was from hAfiz and.. ah.. no.. im late..(mamai tengah pikir lewat ke tempat kerja)

after talking to him , the i realised that it was from Shafiq..

ah.. u ruins my sleep lah!

then he jokes at me..

"tak bangun tidur lagi".

haha.. what a shamefull moment..

ya.. he having a problem with his computer again and he mentioned that the display shown many2 vertical lines on monitor.

then id said..

"kaylah.. nnati aku pi tengok , nak siap2 dulu"

he said " ha takpalah.. aku pon nak pi mesin rumput ni"

then aku bangun dengan malasnya..

hahah..

jam pon menunjukkan kul 10.30 pagi..

then id had my bath and b.fast.

then i'd permission mum to seek to shafiq house.

so, as starting im going to shafiq house.

so, as reached there..

Greets and welcomed by his 3rd brother and he.

ya.. shaking my hands like usual.. then proceed to his room..

then,, Omg!

Shafiq was wearing only a shortpants without clothes.. then his brother was only wearing a towel covering his body..

Oh no>! thier body was so shaped and muscled.!

dont know how they managed thier body fitneess as i was a BOROI!

Jelous tau !

so, after checking out. his G.card spolied!~

then chaged to onboard graphics then reconfigure all..

while that, me was talking to his brother.

apart from the conversation he was just moved to new work place.

currently on FUJI factory before by Intel factory..

he was a certificat BY IKM in MEkatronik/.

his ages older then me 1 year i'd think..

but the way he talks was so rough not like shafiq.

it okayh..

dont make me any offence at it and i confortable with it..

then shafiq told me about his vacation this past day to Bintulu.

oh so.

then.. shafiq invites me to view the construction infront of his house.

then we were called by thier mom t have lunch.

as i can see. shafiq eat with appetite.. double up the plates! wah.. very der semangat..

what a happy moments to have lunch there.

then , while i was with computer.

i saw that Irfan the 3rd borther of shafiq performs Zohor prayer.

then followed by shafiq.

oh GOD! tersentuh jiwa aku tengok hubungan mereka with the creatures.

then i was following then too..

after that, i was permission to back home and leave there.

thier mum post MEMPELAM on my bikes basket.. then shafiq gave me some money for my fuel.

and after shaking my hands with shafiq and irfan. then im home..

what i cant say! they hot cause having a muscle type of body.

and im jealous on it! kay..

then , arief call me to join ash , adie and him to thier hangout time.

after reached home, 10 minute later going to Arief house.

then pick up adie and ash to Kangar town.

we heading to Perlis bowl!

wah.. Perlis has it own Bowling center after been waiting for it 10 years to be approved.

After we parked our car on level 2 of kayangan square.

we checked in at counter.

i i can see. too many poeple there..

till we have to wait for empty lanes.

after paid and choose our bowl shoes.

we proceed to play..

ya.. we reserved for 2 game.




this is the view of Perlis Bowl.

then , after tired of rolling the ball we did our way to Tasik Melati.

haha.. been a long time didnt going there.

then , reached there we eat at the nearest stall.

i having myself LAksa and ABC.

after that , we walks around the Tasik MElati and captured ourself with Ash Nikon Coolpix,

after swaeting surround the lake, we going back to Kangar, then , we was thinkig of Going to the new C-mart.

Currently opening at Arau.

The kompleks arau.




as reached there, we said..

" ni ka Perlis? dah maju dah la.."

yah.. we have a copied Tesco on our hometown.

although it was not tesco, but the shopping center are just like that..

as been waiting here long time here its come to this hometown..

Goodbye The oldiest The Store.

then, we.re bact to Kangar..

and we planned to have our dinner at Burger Cafe..

unfortunately, after reached there, it was full and crowded by Football Fan who wacth the match tonight..

then , we on to Boomax Cafe..

Same but we managed to eat there lah..

too much of crowded who wacht the footbal match toningt.

but were on our own world.

hahah.. no cares bout other.

we dinner there and have talks there till 11.00 p.m

after full each other, were going back home as arief send thier back and me but park my bikes atn his house.

here, im home.

im full and tired..

no rest at all this 2 days of Holiday.

as conclusion..

my holiday was needed by other as i have to sacrified to other as the complementary to ther joyness.

i dont even have my qulity good time for myself.

ah..

what the...

nyte~ tired and need to figure out ayu lappy as it was need my attention too..

ah.. cuti pon macam tak cuti sajork..

** the sadness and burden of my self only me who had to handle it. dont wanna take a brag of anyone.
just me and I pour everything in this blog.thank you for being my best buddy.

*** mana2 tawaran sambung study pon tak dapat.. Bodoh sangat kan aku ni?

pabila bercakap tentang muzik

hai.. bertemu kembali yer..

oh ya.. nak ucapkan selamat hari pekerja seluruh Malaysia.. Termasuk aku..

okalah ya,..

malam ni aku malas nak bercakap English..

ya.. jam menunjukkan pukul 2.30 pagi..

dan aku sepatutnya masuk tidur..

tapi disebabkan sebuk dan busy terpaksalah update skrg.,

nak update besok takut takda mood.

so, aku bangun seawal 12.00 tgh hari.

dan aku terkejut sebab mak beli barang banyak sangat...

antaranya Kek dari Secret Recipe.

ayam panggang Radix chicken house.

dan lain2 lagik..

then im guessibg,.,

ye .. besday adik..

30 hb april..

moreover aik balik lak hari ni..

so tulah special sikit hari ni..

ya.. seperti dijanjikan aku dan amer serta yang lain2 akan pergi ke alor star..

memandangkan mak belum masak apa2.. aku postponed sepetutnye gi kul 2 tapi aku tangguh pi kul 3.

then , aku mandi2 dan tolong mak buat kerja2 rumah..

spt vacuum lah, make drink lah.

then at 2.30.. we'all satu family start makan2..

wah best lah..

disebabkan aku rushing time..

kul 3 aku kol amer..

then kami bertolak ke Laor star..

bukan tepat pon.. dalan ku 3.45 gaklah,,

si wan nak amik duit dulu lah kat agro bank..

then baru gi..

pecutlah fx aku tuh.. amer naik sekali motor ngan aku.. wari and wan naik motor diorang..

at first lenguh lah bawak motor dari perlis ke alor star..

first kami gi kedai muzik dekat shahab perdana..

malangya tutup, then we procced ke sebuah kedai sze chen muzik dekat jalan staduim,,

pon tutup gak.,,.

pastu kami jalan depan sikt..

ada kedai rythm lah..

buka.



* ni dia motor aku yang kepanasan stelah we all konvoi dari perlis.

then ameq pon teruslah masuk..

nak survey2 dulu,,

rata-ratanya,,

gitar elekrik kat alor star lebih murah daripada di kangar..


,lepas tawar2,, deal!

kami dapat harga gitar elektrik rm 500..

dan kotak amplifier IBANEZ rm 200..

overall Rm 700..

kalau kat kangar.. we make calculation aroung rm 1K..

kesin tengok si amernyer duit tak cukup dan impiannya nak memiliki gitar eletrik..

aku pinjamkan dia rm 500... then he withdraw his money rm 200..

then kami pon teruslah menagmmbil gitar tersebut,,

hahah..

lama dah amer dok pendam nak beli gitar ni..

kesian tengok lagiopon besday dia nak dekat ni..

amik lah gitar tersebut..

deal dengan harga rm 700 with Amplifier,



* antara gitar2 yang dijual.. susah juga nak buat pilihan.!

oakayh.. aku pon lihat lah amer ni main2 , then owner kedai tu tune2 sikt dan bagi briefing ttg handling lah, warranty lah,, bla2..



amer sedang bermain gitar elektrik pertamanya,

then aku lihat ada miniatur yang cantik..

gitar2 kenit,, decoration only.



** cantikkan!

pastuh lepas dah habis segala urusan amer promised me to pay back as dia akan dapat duit KUTU minggu nih,

pastuh kami terus memecut ke perlis..

Then samapi dalam kul 8 malam..

tersu bawa balik rumah amer,,

diorang test2 main.., akau malas lah..

mana aku ni reti main alat2 muzik ni..
..

hahah

aku balik rumah,.. mandi segala..

then kemas2 computer table..

yerlah nak letakkan moedm yang baru dibeli nih kan!

mestilah cantik2 sikit wiring and air flow..

lepas siap kemas meja komputer aku makan malam..

then watching tv3..

cerekarama.. Dosa Serupa kot tajuknya,.,

then ku 12.mlam.. ajar mak main facebook..

aku lak.. teruslah angkat kain2 dan bawak keluar masuk dalam mesin basuh untuk dibasuh.,

then kul 2.00 pagi baru sudah dan sidai..

kul 2.30..

mulalah aku menaip entry nih....



k lah..

gud nyte,...

mengantuk dah dan letih sangat2,

byee..

** Interesting fact..

ingatkan nak gi alor star servey2 harga ja.. tuptup angakat terus balik..
hahah..

**** letih siyal bawak motor dari kangar ke alor star..
lenguh habes kaki2.. dahlah tuh.. p balik sat ja semata ke kedai alat muzik..
takder dah lepak2 dalam mall ka..

****masa gi temean amek duit tuh, we all berhanti jap dekat gerai kotor city plaza. minum2 jap ilang dahaga..Sebuk sungguh pekan alor star,,.

***** masa OTW tuh, ada eksiden. Hilux dengan Honda City baru..
kesian city tuh kemek teruk hilux ok ja..

***** sedikit sebanyak taulah jugak aku pasal ibanez lah, amplifier lah, lefthanded lah,. macam2., teriingin nak masuk kelas muzik lak..

sekian sahaja berbicara ttg muzik!

* bestlah amer melaram gitar baru malam ni.. Jangan tak bayr utang aku dah la,,

Berita buruk.!

tadi Check UPU..

then Dukacita,! aku tak dapat..

tulah bododh sangat masa SPM dulu. tolol tulla..

sedih tau.. Mna nak merempat dah lepas ni??

alkisahnyer..

hoho....
we'll meet again..

what a bad luck today.

ya.. as usaual and told my shop made it stock take today..

so??

hahah.. busy lah yaamat..

oh ya.. wake up in the morning at 9.00 a.m

going to wokr after having my b'fast of round lekor..

aftere punch card, wait for othe korum to be copleted..

since everyone were too worried and antie give a solution..

call them. till when do gonna wait?

so, after called..

at 10.15 a.m/.. they reached here and got a SCOLDED by BIG BOSS..

OMG! pity.. saw boss angry for the first time..

yah.. they were told to b there at 9.30 a.m.

so, they were late and made evryone wait for them to start counting the stock take..

then, after that, were strting the stock takes after briefing.

im with Battery GP section and Notebook cooler..

then at 12.30 pm

im back.. to friday prayer.

so, bacdk at home..

stsrt my desktop first.. then, unfortunately,. the modem keep wrongly blinking..

OMG!.. no internet connection..

suspected the faulty of CHEAPS MODEM BROUGHT BY TM called RIGER DB102..

ah... damn.. try everthing but no success.

then going to Jumaat prayer by riding with amer motorcycle.

since my motor are being drying the seat from the absorb water.. ( the cushion cover scracth by CATS)

then proceedding to mosque..

after we'll dicussing.. im going to giving amer my bikes since i had a problem with itsd SPoket and cycle chain..

then im back.. as deal, amer will pickup my bikes at this noon..

then 2.30 going to AGRO bank atm..

withdraw my money ammounted rm 50 for that motorcycle repair purposed.

then going to shop back..

saw all we're eating pizza hut. ( treats and ordering by BOOS as for lunch)

then they giving my shares and brought upstairs..

and then got calls from downstairs.. need to double check my counting since there was an error.

oh shit! nothings wrong only just a missed counting stock who kept hiding and not told..

then upstairs again.. have a chat with ah fu.

an hour later, ayu called..\

she was witing me downstair.. ( behind the shop)

SHE ASKING FOR MY FAVOUR FOR FORMATTING HER LAPPy windows 7 with adding 1 gb ram.

then she left money ammounted rm 150 for all of that purposed.

yeah.. take it and brought all of the item upstair and have kept it on my bag.

then 2 hours later, got calles from amer.. he's also downstiar.. waiting for pickup my bikes to be service and fixed.

gave him a rm 50 to that purposed and have that trust to amer then they passed by..

WAn rides my bike to thier friend workshop.

then,, see boss..
asking for his favour..

" i want to borrow our Modem, to figured out of my internet connectivity at home and promised him to buy if the problem was comes out from THAT BUNDLED CHEAPEST TM MODEM.\ or link problem.
so he said, oklah.. but open it carefully.




here are the borrowing modem.

** luckily im staff.. so i can Borrowing and test without asking the TM technicians to come to my house.

then, brought the new modem upstairs and kept in my bag too.

then me with upstairs crew having our pizza moment..

ah.. not warm and were eats roughly..

then, downstairs called and asking me to downstairs.

so, proceed and antie called.

"here are ur salary for this months?"

so im surprised and dissapointed after being told.

"ur moths salry rm 450 plus the PC Fair part time rm 50." overall rm 500.. so please sign here..

yah.. sadness but im ahh.. nobody cares the works that i've done including OT.

so?

ah..

Stop grumbling.

palnned to quit next month.

so , going upsatir then proceed with my works.

make some bugdte calculation for the needed of this months.

and i only get rm18 a days.

oh no.

so, at 8.00 p.m.

im back home..

being told that tomoorow we're closed..

Oh.. THE LABOUR DAY..

oh.. happy.. at least got some two day rest..

so, after punch out my card.

calls amer. to pick up me since im back.

so, while waiting they..

got calls from Shafiq..

asking blu ray.. modem.. garphics.. and bla bal..

as amer reached were not done the conversation on phone.

wait till 3 minutes later.

pity them waiting for me.

then ended up my called prematurely.

so, talking bto them..

"how much the cost?"

they said. Rm 35 with the new spocket and cycle chain.

o, as rewards for them im treating them a dinner.

we'll drop by at Repoh restaurants infront o9f the Putra Putri Lodge.

so, after ordering our meals somebody..

the unkonons passed by our side roads and wan shoutued at him..

he' turn back..

Oh it was his friend ..

after shaking my hand with him and them too..

wan invites him to join us..

so, after he 'll join hell ordirng only a teh ais and they starts chats.

some certain moments i was joined them .. but not much lah i was new to get know with him..

apart from that converstioan he was holidays from PLKN.. dunnow lah what kind of holiday and he has to going back to PLKN camps tomorrw.

and 1 more things, he didnt know my real ages..

he'ss thought that i was 18 y old.

like them

after being told he cant believeable..

(yeah i know u wanna sait that im AWET MUDA. thanks..)

hiding my real face through a suci faces.

hahah..

then, im going to payment counter and paid for all of that.

total only cost me rm 16.90.

they were thats to me and i said. its okayh..

my treats and welcomed them..

at 9.30 p.m.. we're back home. and wan asking mme To copy the "tokan" things to his house pc.

so i said.. hm okayhlah..
went to wan house and they (wand and his mom)

were talking about further place to continued study.

then after the copy done i.ve made my way home..

then at home start cleaning the messed that i.ve made..

to lacate the warranty card from the cheaepst bundled modem..

unforntunately , the anai-anai were too fast to eats all of the paper product under my beds.

then it messed too..

so, start cleaning and have a dine..

after that, called shafiq back for the paused ccnversation just now.

we're were talks nothing and mostly about computer..

then called amer mums to apologise and thanks for letting amer helps me on my bikes problem....

so , after all that solved..

unboxing the borrowing modem from the shop and open too ayu lappy for the new configuration on the modem..

SUCCESSFUL! so, the problem were caused by that STUPID BUNDLED TM MODEM.

then browsing FB and manage my cafe then read the h.mtro paper today.

so, after all have been done.

there im ihere to wrote this entry..

ok.. nyte..

nye. already 2.00 a.m

bye..

** yahoo.. tomoorow holiday so planning on ALor star surveying the Guitar Electric for amerr by my fixed bikes..
oh no.. hope it will be fun of convoying there.




*** not enuff salary lah.. that keep worrying me.

Tokan!

helo2.. Kpi ka milo.

kay.. we'll meet again ya..

so, where do i gonna start..

not much special today..

as going work like usual and back at 8.00 p.m/

oh ya.. before back , i buy Antie India behind my Kedai. ordering one piece of Capati wiht Sardine Gravy..

and back. have myself a refreshment moment in the bathroom and have my dine.,.

firdtly starts with Capati ,

then mums cooks.

and SATA bakar.. the left yesterday..

oh.. so full..

while watching Bila Musang Berjanggut.. (oh Fizzow)

the last episode i'd think..

not following the series..

just have fun spend my time with family..

suddenly amer call me..


he ask me to bring the "tokan" things..

hahah.. small laughing.

then proceed to his house and open his Vaio ..

then starting copying that "tokan" things.

hahah.. jahat kan aku..

then, we'll discuss about his dream of having an electric guitar but forbid by his mom..

so, ok lah.. he ask me to go survey with him atLAor star on this Sat but yaeh..

work commitment..

sorry..

the hepling him to install COD game with cracks..

then back home..

have this entry while surf my FB..

k lah.

not much gonna talks..

bye..

nyte~~


** oh no.. although our shop closed tomorrow, we'll still have to there and start counting the STOCK TAKE>.
ah.. malasnya buat stock take.
id must be too tiring ryte?
hope so the salary will be out tomorrow..
if dat so,
how much a do i get? i was wondering....